User: BG2014

when i was 17 i was in a charity shop and bought myself a baby doll. it reminded me of when i was young, and my girl cousin made me play dolls with her.

my mum caught me fiddling with it in my room, but instead of being weirded out she was overjoyed (she had always wanted a little girl). she bought me more dolls and i played with them. one day she had come home with another shopping bag, i hoped for a new doll, but it was new clothes. she told me that i must be dressed appropriately play with my dolls. it looked as if she'd bought the most childish clothing in the women's dept, mostly cartoon t shirts, some dungarees (overalls) and a couple of skirts, also a pack of knickers and some socks and some pink canvas shoes.

i chose a t shirt and put on the dungarees and started playing a game with my dolls, while mum came up and snapped some pictures of me, which i wasn't too happy about.

she started buying me clothes online, where she found a wider range of more childish clothing and bought me some babyish dresses and even found some black patent mary janes in my size.

a few months after this all started she procured some adult disposable nappies for me from the internet. at first i refused, but then she told me she would throw out all my dolls if i didn't and show all my friends the photos of me dressed as a girl.

i'm 19 now and i wear nappies and girls clothes all the time. mum threw out all my boys clothes when i finished college, so now i have nothing except for babyish girly stuff.

lily-grace (formerly ben)