User: Kinkykelly

It was in my $%!@, he's done it in both before though. It's weird, it feels like an enema, but you're getting $%!@ed at the same time. It's not always an easy way out though, sometimes he's made me push it back our into a glass or bowl and drink it anyway. That's extra gross.

For Cass, yeah even though she hates it she brags about it, mostly online though. Sometimes when she's drunk and horny though she'll dare guys to do it too her. Still can't take it without screaming and crying though, but she borrows my ball gag or $%!@ gag so that helps. It keep warning her that it's not going to be long before these guys start pushing her even further if she keeps it up though.

Yeah, Belgium, I didn't know I actually said where I was trying to keep it secret lol.

So my mom is totally OK with my lifestyle, so is my step-dad. He thought it was a bit weird at first, but he said he's not surprised from what he knows about my mom.

School was difficult at first, when I was in middle school. I got sent home for my outfits a lot, and they tried to get me suspended or expelled and stuff. It's a lot easier now that I'm in high school, the teachers don't bother me as much.

My mom has had to deal with child services a few times, I actually got taken away once, but it all worked out in the end.

My doctor is not happy with me lol. She's always going on about how I am ruining my health and I need to take care of myself lol, but I'm just having fun you know? But she also knew what she was getting into with me, my old doctor recommended her after my second overdose/ heart attack.

Honestly I'm OK with getting more tattoos, it's just an excuse to update my art! But I have to say I've been very lucky so far, they haven't stretched or distorted at all. I've also only grow 2 inches in thr past 3 years. My doctor said all the smoking and drugs is probably stunting my growth, plus my mom is already pretty short to begin with.

The doctor was definitely shadey lol. Paid in cash, was kind of creepy too. Like. I get taking before and after pictures, that's totally normal for a plastic surgeon. But there was definitely no need for full nude pictures, he wasn't working on anything down there. But, w/e it's not like I have had pics like that out there before, and you gotta do what you gotta do, right? I was just surprised he didn't make me $%!@ him so something like that.

@thisguy I just want to emphasize how important "do this instead" is. I taught my little sister that and I think it might be the most important thing for you to teach @frodo.

I hate saying no to guys, just on principle, but sometimes it's really something you don't want to do. So, instead of saying 'no' (which they'll just ignore most of the time in my case), you offer an alternative. It always helps if it's something interesting that they may not have done before, too.

Like, I hate drinking $%!@. Last week when a guy was about to make me, I instead challenged him to try to $%!@ while his $%!@ was in my cunny or $%!@. He was intrigued, and ended up doing that instead (its actually pretty difficult for guys to pee with a boner, so it really is a challenge!)

My sis did it perfect too, a guy was like "I heard you can take a whole fist in your $%!@" (she can, but it's really rough on her.) She was like "Yeah, we could do that, or I could take your $%!@ down my throat while you choke me, it's like jerking off with my throat."(I taught her that!)

I know the tattoos are going to change as I get older, but you can usually get them touched up so it's not too bad And worse comes to worse I can always get them covered up with something else.

As for the implants, it was NOT easy. Convincing my mom was actually the easy part, the real difficulty was in finding a surgeon. I spent a lot of time on plastic surgeon forums and blogs before my mom even OK'd it so I knew a lot of people online to ask around about. They didn't know I was 12, I told tyem all I was 15 and my mom would be OK with me getting them for my 16th birthday. So that helped me find doctors willing to work on people under 18 at least (you'd be surprised how many girls around that age get work done.

After that it was just a matter of asking the doctors themselves. I ended up finding out about a doctor who gave a 15 year old implants a while back, she was vaguely famous in Eastern Europe (it also helped that I loved his work.)

So yeah, it took a ton of research and I had to go out of the country to do it, but it was 100% worth it!